Ave Alexis Maria
following brain itches Theme by Adam Holwerda.
Nothing seems to shock me anymore. It’s as if people can always seem to be predictable in the worst way. I wanna know what it’s like to feel again. To feel as though there is a greater purpose for me. Not that i’m ungreatful for what i have now, but i feel empty.
I often wonder if theirs a diagnosis for this emptiness that i feel. I no longer feel that i need a male partner because everyone seems to disappoint me; family, friends, lovers, etc.
Ever since i was a little girl i’ve always felt like life just wasn’t enough to fulfill me. Maybe i need to blog more and stop worrying about “trying to get a life”. I have a life but now my goal is to take over the world!!!!!!!!!
oh dear god!
all i ate was a cookie all damn day and now i have to go and be a brave soul. fml
im beginning to wonder if im the only one who isnt looking forward to christmas. like idk it just doesnt feel like a festive kind of time for me. I mean i didnt even get any gifts for my birthday, well maybe if you count bottles of liquor. lol
2 more weeeeekkkksssss
and im done yay me….. uhg however i have a shit load of fucking papers to do.. college life is so stressful when it comes down to midterms & finals… what a major FML




men at my 21st bday shin diggg. arent they handsome and omg the cake that ended up on my face in the last pic is just horrible =]
Chronic-D you think I’m Funny?
“…I’m funny how? I mean funny like I’m a clown, I amuse you? I make you laugh?, I’m here to fucking amuse you?”
lmfao. ily back well kindof :/
what you mean kind of niggga? you better shiieeeeettttt



